your loss

You are the epitome of a fool to miss out on so much life in your son.  You do realise one day he will come to light and your family and everyone you tried to hide him from would know and on that day your true monstrous side will be clear for all to see.  How shamefully shameless you are.  Missing out on his cutest days.  His personality and speech are forming so brightly that he easily brings joy to anyone he is around.  You miss out on laughs a million, the pride that comes in seeing him light up the world around him, watching his inquisitive mind growing.  You miss out on watching his childhood and you miss out on playing an important part of his growth to manhood.  He is your loss and I soooo hate you for it.